12-12-12 Heart-To-Heart

So... When was the last time I posted on my blog? -,- Been so busy that I actually have no time to blog. Ckckckck... No good. Must learn a better time-management in order to squeeze in some blogging time. Easier typed than done, seriously. Hahahaha... I haven't been feeling too well lately. Too tired perhaps. Assignments waiting!! ><

Allow me to vent off my emotions :/

I recently just recovered from fever, which occurred on the mid-term test. It was on one of the most important subject for my degree. Aish... I surely will fail miserably. Not to mention that most of the results for all subjects were not good enough (or rather, WORSE). Got two Cs. The worst grades in my history. I should have been more careful back then. I should have taken a good care of myself then. I should have study like there's no tomorrow then. Yes, regrets always come at the end. Seeing the results makes me feel so blue. Argh! I feen like giving up, feel like throwing everything aside and jump off from the sky. No more GPA 4 for me. :'(

It's not the bad results that actually saddens me. I am not the type who cares about grades. But now, I care because of my parents. They work so hard day and night in order to send me off studying at here. It's not cheap at all. Now, look what I've done! Some trashy grades like those! How am I suppose to face my parents? :( I have NOT do my best! I feel like a failure daughter. :(

Some people told me to do my best on the final exams later. Seriously, I have no spirit to do it. I mean, I have no confidence towards myself. :( I don't think I can do it. :(

Must push myself harder... harder, harder, harder, harder and harder. ><)o

I really am sorry, Papa & Mama. I am sorry for being such a failure. I am sure that you two have been praying for my studies, and these rubbish-like-grades are what I can show you. I haven't told your the results of my exams. I am scared. :(

Final exams is around 1+ month away. This is hell. Can I cope it? Can I attain straight As?

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Buck up! Be optimistic!! Sorrowing won't make things better!!! What's done is undone!!!!!

You gotta run and solve your problem, instead of sitting around waiting for it to haunt you!!!

Ugh ><

:,(

You Need Success to Be Happy

You are a responsible and serious person. You like to do things well. Reaching your goals is very important to you, and you don't like getting sidetracked. You feel great when you are mastering new tasks and solving problems. You believe in hard work. Nothing makes you feel worse than feeling like you are doing a bad job.

What Do You Need to Be Happy?

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